Lesson number one

You need a change. You can´t see yourself doing in 10 years, not even in 5 years what you´re doing today. Sit down, relax and think about it. Really think about it. What would it be like? Form an inner picture of yourself in different situations. You don´t feel comfortable at all.  You just must give yourself some time and gather some energy to check out options. There have been far too many random changes brought upon you by others...maybe forced upon you even... You´ve been cast with the wind, finding yourself occupied with  a number of things that you don´t even like. Put where needed... getting leftovers. There is no feeling of challenge or interest really. You do it because you are supposed to, you have to, it´s what you do. You need to make some changes. You need to start now.